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There is always so many different type of yummy food offering at the Pasar Malam at Geylang Serai during the fasting month. However these two years, they invited the yippies to set up store to sell fusion food instead. This actually attracts more people to the street. The street is always so festival during this period. I was carrying Skyler so he will not be squeeze by the crowd and he gets a better view of the surrounding so I only get to take some photos. I got the charro from this stall, it wrote my name wrongly and I waited so long for my food. Nothing special actually. It was so warm and Skyler requested me to go back instead. All the kids squeezing with the crowd. We all bought some food to bring back to eat.

Finally I have sometime to do some maintenance on myself. It was so hard to do anything much with Skyler around. He will be too curious on this n that I will be so tired by then to get up and put on my mask. Oh yes. I must remember to take more photo of myself with my braces.... LOL. With Skyler, I sleep with him because he needed me to be around and just trying to make his sleep can be so tiring. So unbelievable right. However when I thought I can have some ME night I realised I couldnt sleep at all. I have to take sleeping pill to help me sleep and I have very very disturbing sleep at night. I couldnt figure why? I end up so used to have my baby Skyler with me now.

Little boy has being repeating this often and I find him very sweet and cute.  妈咪， 我是黄禹翰。我是心肝宝贝。 I will ask him whose 心肝宝贝？ 妈咪-小凤的心肝宝贝！ I feel so needed by this little son. I can always hear him calling mummy all the time. 

Popping in to my dentist clinic and I am not pining too much hope to remove my braces that soon but to my surprise the dentist told me he is going to remove my braces on my next visit. OMG! I was happy but also feeling a bit lost cos I'm totally living peacefully with my braces. He was joking with me that I better take more photos with my braces on. What a joke! 1yr 6 month. It was already so long but mine was considered fast as my friend who did 9 months earlier than me still have to endure the braces for longer. Now Janelle is also interested to have braces but i told her I will let her do it after her O level.

It has being a month that Skyler was in the childcare. He was doing very well so far. The best achieve so far was that he was toilet-trained in the day. He does not need diaper and able to tell us when he needs to pee. We had a small potty for him at home that he could do it himself but most of the time he will tell us he wanted to pee and we will accoy him to the potty and help him hold the potty. Most of the time he will tell us he prefer not to wear diaper but we request him to have it on during his nap, in the night and when we were out. He wasn't on diaper last Friday and we managed to rush to toilet in time. Today, I bring him to school via bus so daddy can go off to work earlier. Usually, he doesnt allow me to leave the childcare. However somehow I know he is much much ready to let me go to work. He just need me to walk him to his classroom so he can place his bag down, show me his artwork and I will walk him to the playroom and bid goodbye. So glad that he will bid...

Big brother playing his games at every spare time he gets. Candid shot of jie jie... We having Mother's day celebration with mummy. Everyone is busy eating and me busying taking pictures. See kor kor enjoyed his food so much. Shi Li Fang is Jie jie and Kor kor favourite steamboat restaurant.

I cannot believe I wasted my whole day waiting and waiting. 1stly, I brought Janelle to Geylang Polyclinic to see a doctor. My dear ger knocked herself at home and hurt her toe. It turned blue black at night and she was complaining of pain. Im really scare it will end up hairline crack or broken bone so I decided we better be sure there was no complication. Why I chose Geylang Polyclinic? It was the nearest to me and there is an Xray department so if really needed I can just popped to the next level for the scan. OK the worse if not about the result. I chose to see the doctor at 0940 slot which the self help machine allow me to chose. We waited for about 2 and half hours to have our number called and my consultation room was not busy, we hardly see the number jumping so I was fuming why is the doctor so slow. Finally our turned and I really just all my mighty strength to push open the door. The doctor must have sense my anger and he was trying to explain to me about the IT syst...

I was so pissed off with my duh head that I posted my feeling on my FB. 要是每件事都要说的明明白白那什么叫做惊喜? 那说了才做还会有什么意思? 要是生活多了那么一点心思该多好，没心我有何必费神! And my funny colleague reply me in WA to cheer me up! 要是每件事都要说的明明白白那什么叫做惊喜? Answer: 说的明明白白没惊喜 说的不明白就有惊 说的太明白就没喜 说的不明不白才惊喜！ 🐦🗯 My reply to this reply .... 🤦🏼‍♀🤦🏼‍♀🤦🏼‍♀ He knows who this message for and I know who he refers to. However he did success in making me laughing and rolling on my bed. Now reread, does his last sentence meant for me??

Does this make you envy? I will find it weird to hold my sister or even my mum hand but I feel very good when Jan and Jul are close enough to hold each other this way. I probably wun have much chance to see this when Julian is much older. I probably die without much to give my kids in many years to come, I only gave them siblings to rely on. Mummy really hope you all stay close, help each other and love each other when I am not around.

Yesterday I walked Skyler to his class, he requested me to follow him. I hardly did it for the past weeks as I know the longer I will him the more he unwillingly to let me go every morning.  But yesterday was a bit different, he was more stable and acceptable about his routine to attend school. He cried lesser too. I followed him to his class, along the corridor there were many artworks done by the students pasted on the wall outside the classroom. I asked him if he also did one to show me. We reached his classroom, he put down his bag and water bottle and we started scanning the wall. Yes, we found his work on the wall. Very proud of it, he said he did it himself.  I'm expecting flower for mummy but this hand print seem equally meaningful.  " I made this with my fingers and thumb,so you'll have these memories for all the years to come." Happy Mother's Day to all mummies out there. Mother is the most underestimated work in the whole world. 

Hair cut day again and all the boys went to Uncle Danny for a trim. Skyler is so used to have Uncle Danny for hair cut that he will sit quietly for trimming. Uncle Danny please do not cut too short on the front and please dun cut too flat as well. No matter how I instructed, Danny still end up straight flat on the front making Skyler look so dumb.

Itchy hand and I signed up for a goodies bag offer by www.forties.sg and they called me up to pass me my bag with one condition. They partner with prudential insurance and I have to listen to a 30min talk. OK I listen but I didnt allow the agent to do much for me because I told him my sister is also Prudential agent too. We have some small talk, sharing some insurance view and he handed me my goodies bag. The most valuable item in the bag is this Blood pressure monitor. Cool right..

Had my annual mammogram again and this time at SGH due to my last breast incident.  Mammogram was done on both breast but a breast scan was ordered on left one. However after radiologist 1st review they wanted the right breast to be scan as well and I was sent back to the mammogram room again to get more scan view for my right breast.  Can only wait for the doctor review on 14 May. 

Story of a mother who fought hard to save her baby daughter life. I quote what she wrote in the article. "Love makes you do things you never thought you could, love makes you brave." I mean love from a mother that can extend one ability to a such a heights and depths that the God will admired. 

Law sent me two photos this morning.  Dear son vomitted in the car on the way to childcare. He usually vomit after his 1st milk of the day. I suspected if he didn't, it will be either ok or vomit later. Unfortunately, it was in daddy car and I wasn't there as I have a meeting in the morning so I left Law to bring Skyler to school.  Look like there is much more cleaning and smell.to endure for a few days. 

This afternoon, it was sad to receive news that a colleague passed away. After so much suffering and worried about paying his medical bills, he was still hoping the company could continue his working term. However, the world still goes on. Looking at the people around you, everyone is still back to work. How long will each be grieving? We will feel the sadness of losing a friend but the living one still have to continue their missions in life. What a lesson! While I was battling with the memories of the past, whoever involved would have probably left everything behind and move on but yet I was still bothering of what hurts me all the time. Worrying n causing so much internal battle and depression. Didnt I say I wanna love myself more? What have I done? I only can see myself in pain and feeling jealous of those who looks so happy in their life. Why cant I be happy? Why am I constantly in pain and sorrow? If happiness is a choice but what is the choice that make me happy? The very standa...

We are happy to announce that Skyler is toilet trained by the childcare for the day. It was so amazing that my Skyler could tell us he needed to pee. He will tell us he doesnt wanna wear his diaper in the day. Of course we still put him on diaper when we are out and when he sleeps.