Year end is such a difficult month this year. I have so much worries for the 2 elder kids and we end up not talking much. I felt like I have to see my daughter face everyday for the whole of 2 months. I really 求神拜佛 to resolve the issue with them. Until I decided not to do anything about it, and surprisingly things getting much better than me keep pushing for it. I hope the best for them, it is not going to be an easy year for an A level and an O level.